Random Post

Yesterday morning while in train 

bf wadsapp me that he gonna meet me 

for breakfast as his client not meeting him

he was ahead of me about 20mins so after i

login at workplace i quickly went down to meet him

luckily i went out early yesterday and it was about 

10.30am when we were having our breakfast :)

during night time 30mins before i off work

bf wadsapp me again , he coming to meet me 

as he finished his meeting , so nice of him

 to come all the way down my workplace

and accompany me back to his home 

it really feels good 

when he did that once in awhile

we went for late dinner at McDonald  

i had nugget while he ate the meal french fries

 apple pie and we shared corn cup 

there this xmas tree decoration outside

it really nice :)

 another few more days to 2013

2012 overall was a bad year 

because we lost our grandma 

i love her and always will be 

Merry Xmas!

Nothing happen on 21.12.2012 

but we bought 2 box of 

ICE MOUNTAIN 1.5L

  

Seriously funny

bf taught me how to walk to his home

from my workplace and reminds me to buy

2 small bottle of water just in case

i bought hand generator flashlight

 from daiso , kinda silly but it's fun :D

today is xmas eve , everyone is out there celebrating

bf went to his shifu house for xmas dinner

i bought mexican chicken from char-grill-bar

ate dinner alone and here i am updating blog

 

Kinda Boring 

.. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. ..

 

tomorrow i am working too

supposed to work on 30th dec

got a msg from boss asking me to off on 30th

so i can have a long weekend from 29th to 31st offday

thank you so much ~ 

wishing everyone a merry christmas

 

21.12.12

Will we still be around after tomorrow?

some said it's doomsday

some said nothing will happen

some said it's just evolution not all will die

whats on your mind now? 

many news around the world on how they prepared

for 21.12.12 , mostly are all digging deep underground

stock up food & drinks

some funny comments are they are going to
 download show  into their thumbdrive , 
bought extra battery for their ipad, notebook etc

 to watch their movie , show if there are only darkness 

as for me , i was thinking
 do we still need to go work ?

if there are really darkness ,
 i think everyone will be hiding at home

if the world end? 

it's gonna be quite disappointed 

there are too many things we have yet to experience

 bf said i'm stone won't dare to try for anything

of cos i'm not saying i wanna
 go for Bungee jump or things like
 do crazy stuffs before i die 

what i meant is i have not come to the stage 
where i experience marriage , have own kids

i'm only curious how my own baby will look like 

 not forgetting my brace that
 i wished for many years

bring my parent to hongkong
taiwan eat and eat and eat 

i hope nothing happen 
because i still need to go work tomorrow 
and i don't wanna be alone without my family 

or bf by my side if there's really bad stuff going on 

let's see what will happen tomorrow

       

I'm A Happy Girl.. maybe

Although grandma left us for 1 month already

but she still live in our hearts & mind

till now when we having our dinner together

we still talk about grandma, the joys she brought to us

11 dec was WS birthday 

bought a 1kg mango cake for him 

mum & me sang birthday song for him too

My dad was still working at that time

 so i wadsapp him the cake picture

and his reply never fail to make us laugh

13th Dec 

bought KFC Blueberry Pancake meal for breakfast

come with 2 pcs of pancake, egg and 1 hashbrown

bought a additional hashbrown cos i love it!

 i am bad , i wadsapp bf this picture 

On 15th Dec

it's was my grandma's 4 weeks

wake up early at 7am met up with aunt

and off we went to pray for grandma 

wanna thanks my boss for exchanging my

off day as by right i am supposed to work on 15th

it was my dad's offday too so we waited for WS

to off work in the late afternoon and we went 

commonwealth for dinner 

the time i in train back to bf home

bf was just 2 stop ahead, so he waited me at 

train station and go home together

so nice of him

16 Dec

yesterday bf suddenly said he wanna go down

to his work showroom and he ask me to

find him later as he wanna show me around

as my shoes was dirty i wore a boots out

went to jurong point to buy a converse sneaker 

before heading down to find bf 

the staff there quite nice actually 

anyway i changed the shoes right after i bought it

bf kinda funny kept asking me which station i've reach.

when i reach i called bf asked him where is the showroom

i saw the white tents and i walked over but it was a dead end

 i called bf again and i was kinda in a bad mood 

he should have told me the correct path to walk over

i don't mean to sound pissed but i did talked in that way

i am bad but i dont know why i become like this haha

anyway after bf show me around we went to take bus

thought of going to tiong bahru but no bus go there

so we board 139 to Plaza Singapura

bf ate mushroom crepe and i had ham cheese crepe 

shared tomato soup & root beer after that walked

 around at new wing and we stopped at Marble Slab

bf bought large cup and it cost $14 plus .. 

seriously i think it's very expensive and don't worth it

 we didn't finish the whole cup anyway 

it's way too much -.-"

slack around for awhile and bf brought me 

to lan shop to play L.O.L too bad 10mins into the game

 and server hang we left that lan shop and went Macdonald

 to wait for his friend JB as both of them going for

their company xmas dinner event

when JB arrived i went nex shopping mall

to find parent and WS , we meeting for dinner

and not forgetting WJ & Sis -In -law

Thanks to WS for treating us dinner at Sushi Tei !

Review - MA CHERIE Perfect Shower Bed Hair SOS

My new love of Hair Product is 

 

i love it's sweet scent

i have frizzy hair as my hair is very damaged

due to over bleaching , trying to keep healthy hair now 

 bf kept plucking my damage hair nowdays :X

 

as i working 9 - 10 hours 

if i stay at bf home it took me 2 hours

to go and back from travelling 

i seriously think my hair smell oily at evening time

this caught my eyes when i was looking around

at plaza singapura new wing's watson store  

tried it and i seriously loves it

i need it for my frizzy hair and 

i need to get rid of that oily hair smell

after using during evening i rub my scalp and smell it 

errrrm

 ....

was just trying to confirm if it still smell bad

Nope no more oily smell ! <3

i feel like getting it's shampoo and conditioner 

maybe next month :D

Review - L’oreal Lucent Magique BB Cream

i bought different brand of bb cream

but always end up throwing one side or let

 my bf use instead because the colour doesn't 

blend it well to my skin

it always turn out a shade darker or two
if not it turn out too white like i'm a sick person

now i gonna share the BB Cream i bought 

about 2 - 3 days ago :D

 

 

Cost : S$24.90 

it's actually in milky white

 as you can see on my hand in picture

can also feel it have small beads texture in it

after i applied, it blend well with my skin colour

skin looks brighter , it's feel light not greasy on skin too

the coverage was quite alright as i have dark eye ring

 i still need to apply concealer on my eye area anyway 

 some other information of the product

( just go and take a look at the actual product at store )

  Exclusive Intuitive BB Capsule which encapsulate 

a blend of skin-perfecting pigments that activates upon

 application to diffuse doses of magic on the skin.

 

tomorrow will intro my new love hair product <3

Beloved Grandma - 2

when grandma arrived in her coffin

that heartache feeling is super unbearable

we just can't stop crying 

it's really hard to accept the fact she's gone

she was still alright when my bro got married

she left us so sudden just 1 week after 

on the first night after i took my shower

mum said they saw a rare crystal jade color grasshopper

a very beautiful one but it disappear after they 

called out  " grandma "

on the 4th night of the wake 

while the monk start their buddhist chanting 

there's a moth flying above us 

chinese or buddhist believes that 

when someone in the house passed away

they will come back to visit by different insect form

and as a moth most common type you'll see

on the last night of wake

my 3rd uncle, eldest bro and me

 didn't sleep at all, it's grandma last night

and we just wanna accompany her

soon its dawn after sometime we send her off'

for cremation and everyone was crying badly

after that we went back to our house blk

had lunch and off again to collect grandma's bone

everyone get to touch and pick up grandma's bone

that feeling is really weird seriously

anyway had a bad incident that day

not gonna post on that but i wanna say

i hate my 2nd uncle , he bullied other uncle

and yelled at my mum , seioursly 2 word for him FO

every weekend i went home with a happy mood

the first thing i do is greet my grandma while closing

the house door , put my bag down and sat beside her

talk to her, play with her 

after she gone , there are few times i cried while

walking back home because she is not there 

waiting for me to greet her anymore 

but everything is alright now

we must think positive view that grandma

if free from misery now . may buddha lead her well

 i wanna say Thank You to both of my boss

for very understanding and approved my leave

for so many days. it's very inconvenience for them

since year end is always a busy period 

by the way on 19th nov 

i went amk hub to watch movie 

" ah boys to men " with bf

i know it's very bad timing to watch the movie

since grandma's wake is not over yet at that time

but we bought the tickets on 16th nov when

 grandma is still alive and there's no refund

thanks mum for asking me to go ahead for the movie

  i went back right after it end and seriously

i had a good laugh and it made me feel better

overall it's nice movie 
please support local movie!

 we will watch part 2 on feb 2013

Beloved Grandma

Grandma left us on 18th nov 

i was working on 17th nov , 7plus pm received a text

from WS my 3rd bro, that grandma fainted 

mum is with her on the way to hospital

 called mum to ask which hospital they went

called my boss to inform him that i have to go off right away

met up with WS at novena station and hurry off to 

A&E at Tan Tock Seng Hospital

 my mum , 2nd bro & sis-in-law were there already

we waited at the waiting room for update 

around 8 plus we went to see the doctor ,

 he showed us the scan of grandma's head 

from above eyebrow, he explained that there are 
blood in her brain and is 60% brain damaged

 

he told us to prepare for worst 

as grandma can't take operation 

 she will become vegetative patient even

she able to survive, the thought of her 

won't be able to talk , no more reaction

break my heart and we cried

 called all the relatives to come down right away,

 WS & me went back to mrt station to wait for dad. 

while waiting there, cousin JS along with his gf 

reached and next my eldest bro WM soon after dad too

we quickly walked back and met up with the rest

but was told to wait as they are transferring grandma

 to ward which it took about 2 hour to do so .. 

it was already near 11pm at that time   

when we finally able to see grandma 

she was in coma, she was struggling to breathe hard

all her sons and daughter were already by her side 

except for my 3rd uncle the only one still not there 

at around 2 plus am some uncle already went back

dad, Wm & Wj were asked to go home too 

as they're working in morning, 3rd uncle reached

shortly after with some of his friend .. 

after 3rd uncle talked to grandma , her heartbeat start

going lower and lower, her blood pressure

 went higher and higher. uncle's friend say 

 ( he can see those "thing" )

grandma cannot make it already and 

they were asking her to go peacefully i quickly texted Wj

to update him and he rushed back to hospital again

after awhile 3rd uncle went off with his friend

WJ reached and we just stay at grandma side 

she was breathing hard and slowly

 she not breathing anymore but

 her heartbeat was still beating for awhile 

and soon she totally gone at 3plus am

after everything done , only left me, 

WS , Mum, Auntie, 4th Uncle & his wife 

This is my first time going in mortuary

and it felt so terrible to see grandma there

after that we went home had a quick shower

 went out for breakfast and bought some new clothing 

for grandma to wear for her wake

( to be continue )

Special Post For My Brothers & Sis-In-Law

this post is specially for

 my 2nd bro WJ and sis - in - law - QL

 not forgetting my 3rd bro WS

actually i kinda envy of our cousins

 their bf / gf can get along well with each other

at that time i was thinking why we can't be like them

going out together as a group happily 

                                

For Sis-In-Law QL

i understand that you are not a bad lady

i know you don't have intension to hurt us

 with words in the beginning too

its was our wrong to give you nickname 

in the first place but we stopped ever since 

WJ requested us not to be mean after the

 first few meeting with you as he told us you cried

i'm sorry that we made you cried 

i know it's been hard for you 

because WJ have immature bro & sis

who can't accept their elder bro

giving more attention to his gf back then 

i understand WS felt leftout and lonely

when i have boyfriend, you and WJ 

was trying to cheer him up by helping him

with the nicknames things 

i call it a quit if only that was done privately

but i was very upset because you all did it publicly

 i don't like it when outsider ( those at fb ) poked their nose

into our family's matter like seeing a free show

anyway all were past already

let's not mention unhappy things up in future

 

i welcome you as new family member

i hope everyone get along well in future

family is for lifetime, let's us all be happy family

For My 2nd Bro WJ

 remember the times you called

me to chat while i was working in the past?

i told you that i support you and QL

relationship, i thought you would do 

the same for me in the beginning 

when i have a boyfriend 

so i was upset when you didn't

i understand you care for me

maybe afraid that i will get hurt

especially this was my first relationship

maybe you all don't understand why

parents support and approved of my relationship

one day parent told me they are afraid

 that i can't find a boyfriend

with my this quiet personality

 so when i told them i was going out 

with a guy some times later

they were happy about it especially he is a decent guy

compared to another one which i asked parent for advice 

i know you're unhappy when i stay out late

with my boyfriend, i hope you understand 

during that time i was working very long hour

i only have 1 offday, and i travel by public transport

the times i spend with him was short

i understand parent worry for me to cab home alone

so they suggested to fetch me late at night and

this actions caused you guys unhappy 

i hope you all know

i am already adult , i have to go through

all this stages even if it fail , no pain no gain 

i will take good care of myself and responsible

for all my own decision and action 

you said that i'm always your sister no matter what

i wanna say you're my brother no matter what too  

i hope you will continue to love QL

like how you always do no matter

 how many years later 

CONGRATULATION TO YOU AND QL

 Super Long Post But Not The End Yet!

For My 3rd Bro WS

   

I know you got read my blog :P

i want you to know , you will never be alone

WJ and QL married, I have boyfriend

but doesn't means we forgot about you

i really hope you find your right girl soon

and looking forward one day we could all

go out together as a family group happily

don't be afraid, don't be shy

we both got close personality 

if i can step out , you can do it too 

always remember we're always here for you!

It's My Brother's Big Day !

11 / 11 / 2012 

is a special day

morning a simple tea ceremony

to grandma from my 2nd bro & sis-in-law

yes she is my 2nd sis-in-law right now

CONGRATULATION TO THEM!

 my parent, eldest bro & me

took a cab down hotel & reached at 5pm

met up with my 3rd bro who accompany

my 2nd bro since this morning

we went in to wrong waiting room

quite funny actually as it was empty

 so we thought we're in the right room

played phone camera with my dad

until awhile my 2nd bro came in and

said that is not the right room

seriously L.O.L

6pm ceremony started

after that , tea ceremony for both

family & relatives

7.30pm went in dinner room

soon they came in and settle down

video of their pictures started

saw 2 pictures of my eldest bro with 2nd bro

when they were very young, kinda touched

cos of our age gap with eldest bro

he doesn't really talk to us

always seem coldly toward us

but we do have some memories

with eldest bro, although he might

not remember but for me i do..

he use money to solve quarrel between

me & 3rd bro when we were very young

he like to disturb me by calling my names

many times and says he called for fun

he gave me teddy bear for birthday

when i was about sec 1 or 2

i believe 2nd bro & 3rd bro

have their own version of memories

with my eldest brother too

my family are all not good at expressing

family love.. we all felt awkward ,

uncomfortable to do so -.-"

ate till 2nd or 3rd dishes they

went to change for evening gown

came back and had some speech

to all my bro

i just wanna say, no matter how big

the age gap is between all of us

 we're forever family

here some blur pictures

it's really nice & comfortable

pretty nice roses

Menu

purse i brought along

contained mainly tissues

and my handphone :D

will update more picture tomorrow

and maybe a post delicated to

2nd bro & sis-in-law

if i not feeling lazy ... :X



Cut my hair again ~

yesterday asked bf to cut my hair again

too much damaged hair and no shape

it look kinda like the first time

he cut for me , not much different

except that bye to more damaged hair

  

picture taken a day before cut

today .. after the cut

no different right? haha actually it does, 
as i asked bf cut those at the back shorter
which is can't see in this picture

anyway i have to blur out the background
as bf remind me before not to disclose
my working place .. to prevent weird people

by the way

  my boss msged me yesterday at 8pm 

that i've to work at another outlet this

3 days and i only saw the msg at 1plus am -.-"

anyway after i log-in the shop i went to 

fairprice which is just above the shop to buy

 ( as picture below )

  

so far i ate 2 slices of corn bread 

with peanut butter , grass jelly with palm seeds  

i love the corn bread alots !

the grass jelly not that nice,

not sweet enough for me :X

anyway gonna eat the apple chips later 

if it taste nice, i will buy another packet

to share with bf later tonight :D

Random Post

Yesterday morning after breakfast

while bf and i  preparing to go out

 we were talking about some old stuffs

 i told him i dislike it that in the past

there was once he went out to drinks

with his bandmates without letting me know

he only informed me near 3 hours later

 after i texted him , so i was kinda angry at that time

even though i didn't tell him

it's not like i angry because he went out

with bandmates it's because if i didn't

text him, he not gonna tell me he went pub?

morever there are other girls, yes they're

bandmate's friend but however he should

still inform me, basic respect right?

i don't think he will be happy too

if i were the one who went out with friends

late night for drinks without letting him know

 and there are other guys friends along

( uh no we didn't quarrel

 we talked in some funny way :P )

anyway i went home after that

to return the survey books 

dad came home shortly after his work

chatted with them abit and i went to 

somerset to meet bf after that at 4pm

we split way with his friends 

bf said he wanna walk around

 it's was raining heavily at that time

we went orchard central roof garden

its was 12 level high , kinda scary to me 

at that moment the rain stopped

after we went down we walked to

 Plaza Singapura, Peace Centre,

 Bra Basah Complex and Excelsior Shopping Centre 

to look for his new bass strings

reached bf's home at 8 plus pm 

took a shower and cooked my own dinner

after awhile took half hour nap before watching

walking dead season 3 episode 3 with bf at 2am

it's was a super long day

Food Review - Nyonya Snacks

saw this from Indo Asia Delights stall

Kueh Dadar

 Coconuts filling

very soft and the coconut is really sweet

Ondeh Ondeh 

( Palm Sugar Filling )

made with Glutinous Rice Flour,
Pandan,  Grated Fresh Coconut 

i love the palm sugar so much 

Novena Square 2

Basement 1 

Indo Asian Delights

Kueh Dadar  -   3 for $2

Ondeh Ondeh  -  5 for $2 

 they still have other Nyonya Snacks

should check it out next time

actually i find it nowdays quite hard

to find nyonya snacks at neighborhood

 coffee shop , foodcourt or hawker centre

2 years back, grandma always buy this

Nyonya Snacks - Kueh Dadar & Ondeh Ondeh

for me while i still sleeping 

so whenever i see this Nyonya Snacks

it reminds me of grandma ... alots

Random Post

wanted to update but too tired to do so

not enough sleep this few days -.-

yesterday evening went bugis
 with bf to buy Agarwood incense

 i bought a packet for my family too

ate dinner there vegetarian chicken rice

and around midnight we're hungry again

bf baked pasta with tomato sauce  

although plain but still very nice

 i want to post this,

 that day i took bus to work

its the first time from clementi 

all the way to orchard the bus is empty

as everyone went upper deck 

i took some picture of the bus 

 first time so peaceful

enjoyable quiet ride

  took a picture of myself to remind

me of this very moment haha :S

by the way have i blogged this?

the ear dust cap bf bought from Gmarket

i lost the rabbit the very first day i brought out

super upset .. it is so cute :3

 

anyway i think i will be super tired again

you know i am not a morning person

and i have to go other outlet work

2 days every weeks as one of my boss is oversea

which is 11am - 9pm thats means i gotta

wake up at 8.15am to prepare -.-"

you must be thinking 8.15am its not early
everyone is waking up earlier right?

i slept at 2 plus am or even 3am
because when i reached bf home

i eat dinner , shower i have to wait
my hair to dry without using dryer

 when everything finally done 
it's is already that late :S

 worst thing is that friday & sat i have to

work until 10pm at the outlet i always stationed :(

i gotta go home this coming sat after work

so i can spend more time with my parent

gotta help them cut / dye hair on sunday

hope to have time and update soon again  

Gardens By The Bay

Last sunday before i went to bf's house

he wadsapp me that he going to marina bay

for some work related stuff and asked 

if i wanna go with him 

so i met up with him at promenade station

as i was at ang mo kio , i should change 

circle line at dhoby ghaut instead of bishan

it should be abit faster right?

anyway i was 3mins late and he's

about 15mins earlier ( happy waiting ) :X

 the bus i took to bf's home after work

always pass by here but it's our first time

standing there , it's really beautiful scene

Gardens By The Bay

the spot we standing is really awesome

especially when you look up at those light

   

it's doesn't look like singapore at all

more like final fantasy scene haha :D

 

 

i didn't take many picture as i was enjoying 

bf's got more nice picture but i not going to

post them here , you should really go take a look

website below for those who is interested 

Gardens By The Bay Website 

if only grandma was healthy like before
would like to bring her there so much :(


anyway after that we went home
 bf cooked pasta , seriously nice <3

Create Talents & I Model International

i did a post on this before however i can't find it

weird! nevermind i shall repost this

have you ever been approached by 

those so called " talent scout " at town area?

actually i have been approached by

create talents like thrice or even more

first time was at jurong point

while waiting for bf after his reservist

second time and third at bugis 

 they called me but no i didn't went down

 the office is like so near to my work place

i always walked pass their office 

to buy my lunch and mr bean's soya milk

i went plaza singapura just now  

as usual , sudden a lady stop me 

gave me namecard and take my name down

I model international 

did a research and what i found out 

from other website review

it was under same company as create talents 
true or not ? anyway not that interested

i know how it works, not gonna fall for it

Just a reminder

 other girls / boys out there , beware

not all people gonna get a assignment

you need to let them take portfolio  

which will cost you alot 

even if they ask you go for audition

no one confirm you will get the job
it's all depend on the company

who invites you to audition

for myself, i won't fork a single cent

to take portfolio for modeling

unless is for my wedding in future :X

anyway while i walk back to work

got one auntie kept calling me

and you know what ?? 

she asked me to give her $1.10

as she want to take bus ..

seriously what she thinking ?

i rather top $0.30 to buy mr bean soya milk

not trying to be mean here

i work to earn money for my family

and myself , the auntie is in healthy form

if she needs money, then go work and earn

i will only give money to those old needy 

Seriously Stress !

i do envy people out there

they have their dreams and passion

while i have nothing and i'm always lost

i have no idea which path to go

i always wonder what we living for?

you work for money, because you need them

to buy your dream branded bag, house , car etc

 for me, i don't care what branded bag

as long as it can put my stuff

i don't need fashion clothing

as long it cover me well

 comfortable & warm

i don't care how big is the house

as long is a place i call " home "

where i have family around

in order to have all that , 

i still need money 

the money we earn in singapore

may look alot to other country

but you know how pathetic it was

if you live in singapore  

everything here is so expensive

you will left with nothing but a huge debt 

the rich is richer everyday 

while the poor is poorer

 

this few days i kept having nightmare

i can't sleep well, thinking about the same

questions over and over again 

after so much troublesome thought 
finally i can relax abit and forget it

i realized i am not alone 

but i don't have anyone to talk to

all i do is bomb my bro's wadsapp

he must be thinking " not again "

poor him, have to see my msg 

every morning and night :S

Crispy Nutella

went bugis street with bf last week plus

was walking around looking for 

his new samsung galaxy 3 casing 

saw this stall selling crepes 

ordered choco nana 

very crispy

we didn't take the picture  

if you like , you can goggle

for Ned's Crepes & Coffee

anyway my main point is

i suggest that we can toast bread

 put nutella & banana

it will be nice haha 

( i really did tried )

bf cooked his own version 

 only with nutella but still very nice

taste like the crepe at bugis :)

everyone should just cook their own version 
 instead of buying, more fun and cheap !!!